38 weeks

How do I look? Huge and uncomfortable?? Well worry not, I am only uncomfortable some of the time. She's really taking up way too much space and getting too used to just kicking my organs if they are in her way. At one point during supper at Zorbaz with my family, I said out loud (to her) "How would you feel if I kicked you in the stomach after you finished eating??" Ok so maybe I need to relax a little.

Two weeks isn't very long, but lets just think of it as 3 weeks so I don't get my hopes up. Today Mike and I are working on some finishing touches around the house, doing some returning of duplicated gifts, buying all we didn't get at showers, and generally trying to prepare us for this huge change that could happen any day within the next 4 weeks.

Its excruciatingly difficult for me the control freak to have no clue if it will be tomorrow or in a month. God, thank you for giving me a slight amount of patience, but I really need more!! My poor husband is probably regretting his choice of starting a family with me since I seem to lose it on him at least 2 times a week with anxiety attacks and generally freakouts. He's good - he knows not to argue back...but hopefully the mood swings will fade away once the pregnancy hormones are gone!!

Better get to it... Happy Memorial Day!